Tuesday, September 02, 2003
haiz.. anything tired day.. don noe y pl around is realy sad.. make my heart hurts...haiz! sm ppl haf to break if their stead coz of sm reason.. cant even haf a chance to get them back by our side..juz forget them la.. i mean ya la. its totally a diffcult thing to do in life.. but y sm of the ppl out there can act make it to a point that they will forget the person they can nv haf.. forgetin smone is juz ylk askin u to kill smone that u love.. i noe.. i jolly well noe that.. as i haf tasted b4.. it really hurts..but izzit worth.. if the person wan to let go this relationship ...juz let it go ..no use.. hurtin ur own health..by drinkin..smokin..annoy everyone..effected ur result..y love smone hu can nv b urs? y make ur own suffer when the person u love is act enjoyin themself.. maybe they r not enjoyin themself.. but do they give a damn? maybe the person u lyk is ur ex.. n u think that she smhow still care.. wil anythnig change?maybe maybe not.. everythnig abt love is confused.. smtimes smthing should remain unsaid..haha! don noe y im always tokin abt love.. mi haf to wait for my result to cum out.. if i pass i can b a counsellor noe..haha! hey i pass my eng! hah! *happie* 22/30..yeah!!! im so excited! hah!! it was happie at first but after that quarrel w norani..haiz.. was really sad that i haf to quarrel w her.. first tm ok..nearly cry.. really don wish to quarrel w her de...really regreted by tellin her my point..nv wish this will happen.. hope she will understand.. she smhow give mi a cold shoulder.. haiz... don noe y oso.. she don seem to give a damn on wat i say.. when she use to .. haiz.. rh one last thing abt my day today..ms low scold mi abt my hair ok!! wth! hello.. im not a bung ok! juz only a haircut u think im a bung get a life ms low.. wanted to telll her to check my uniform lenght b4 she say anythnig.. but by sayin that will only dig my own grave.. so juz haf to listen to her naggin.then she was sayin if my hair get any shorter she will suspended mi.. wow~! but im wearin a hairband lor.. do bung wear hairband ? may i noe hu? arh!
{/9:01 PM}
count on it .